puts you in a downer mood. So, that being said, tonight was another one of those nights. I was in a very dark mood. But a really neat thing happened. I was home alone, and I knew I needed Jesus. So I went upstairs, and turned off the TV, and all noise makers. The house was completely silent, so I just listened for a few minutes. And then I started to talk to God. At first I felt stupid, because I was talking outloud to myself, and then I remembered that we live through faith and not by sight. So I talked. I asked Jesus to listen and comfort. It was very emotional and I felt very overwhelmed. But I knew He was there, because everytime I asked a question, or asked if He could hear me, I would get goosebumps. Everytime I came to a conclusion, a right one, the goosebumps would be all over my body. And it only happened then, otherwise I felt really hot. I was honest, and confessed how I had been feeling about things, about situations. I let it all out. I asked for peace in my heart, because I felt I was too overwhelmed and crying. Then I got on my knees and prayed. I saw something out of the cornor of my eye, it looked almost like smoke, and it physically made me jump. Nothing was there, but seconds later, I had another full body goosebump moment. And then I started to smile again, and laugh. For no reason! And then I realized it was because the Spirit was deep within me, settling into my heart. And now I feel full of peace again. It was so neat. I love you, Lord. Thank you for all of the grace and salvation you have given me. You just prove to me over and over that you are infact, very much there. Through faith, through everything, I am yours.
Every blessing you pour out, I'll turn back into praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say,
Blessed be the name of the Lord. Blessed be your glorious name.
PS. DEFS EXCITED for mine and Tanya's date to New Moon tomorrow night, plus Tanya's mom making us a Hot Totty. Lol. Will be good. :)
SICKNESS, PLEASE GO HOME. Kthxbye.
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