Busy, Busy, Busy

It's been a pretty crazy week since I last wrote. Even though it hasn't been quite a week. Who cares.

• Friday I had to work all day, and it started off with a really bad day. I was bummed out 'cause I couldn't do the outreach and spread God's love with Kj and Steph and everyone else. But I soon realized that I had another purpose that night, and so that was defs cool and I embraced it as much as I felt I could.
• Saturday was Kj's Open House. It was super neat. I got to see Chels! And she gave me a SNUGGIE for a Christmas present. I was like, fantastic! Good stuff. I think my favorite part was just turning the music up full blast and dancing in Kj's basement. And both his parents were drunk and they made me dance with them even when no one else was. My goodness. I love his parents.
• Sunday was lovely. Alex and dad came to Church. ALEX AND DAD, YES. I was so excited. I couldn't believe they wanted to come, but as if I was going to complain. And they both liked it. I had a feeling they would. It was a turning point. Then that evening I had my staff Christmas party, and Kj came too. I was glad to be able to show Kj the people I work with and have fun with them. And it made me want to go out dancing so bad, BUT, that will have to wait one more day.
• Yesterday I was supposed to go shopping with Jenny. But she got sick, poor thing. I went with Kaleigh to her bank, and then she bought me a red dress for my birthday present. NEAT. Then Kj came over, and we had to go early to sit at the Olive Garden and wait for the rest of my family. It wasnt even busy, go figure. It was a really good night. Kj and I were seriously constantly laughing.
• I think God set up the talk Kj and I had last night. Perhaps it was for my benefit, but who really knows. I know that I needed it. Kj leaves in less than three weeks now. I was having so much trouble wrapping my head around it, and when I did, all I could do was cry. And last night when we were chilling and he was being cute, what did I do? Yes, I started to cry. HOWEVER, I did a friggen good job of hiding it. Anyway. It was hard. It is going to be hard. And I am scared. Mostly, I am scared to say goodbye. But at the same time, I think I'm ready for it. And I am super super super excited for Kj. This is going to be such an amazing experience for him. I will be able to do a lot of focusing on me and my life, and God. And when he comes home, it's up to the both of us to make it work. I think we can probs do it. :) That guy is mine, and I love him.
• Dad told us a really neat story about Rick. It actually blew my mind. I really hope that Rick can get his life together.
• The time has come, to put my strength to the test.
• My birthday is tomorrow! WOW.