Can't find the words to say.

I am having a crappy day.

I feel so off, and down. I really don't even know why. I'm so frustrated with work. I want to quit, but it feels like home at the same time and I like to be in a comfort zone. I don't want to start all over, not when I have been there for almost two years. I don't know what to do, and I am afraid to talk to my boss because I hate confrontation. Urban Behaviour doesn't make me happy. The people do. Some of them, anyway. And God's been like, "Hey Amy I'm giving you the silent treatment today". Just kidding, but I just feel dry in that aspect. At the same time, though, I honestly don't feel like pressing in to change it. I don't have th energy. I really just want to cuddle up with my boyfriend. :( But I suppose I will just crawl into bed and watch movies for the evening. I really don't know why I feel so off. I just kind of feel like crying. Actually, just kidding. I am pretty sure I am going to start right now. I think my job is really getting to me. It would be so hard to quit. I don't know what to do.

Obssessed with the "One Life Stand" song. I have been listening to it on repeat since I got off work.