I'm scared out of my mind, because I know things are about to change forever. Who decided that it was after twelve years of schooling that we get dumped out into the real world. I'd like to take a good look at them before they suddenly and without notice were kicked in the teeth. I think I am mentally not ready. I want to go back to school, and at the same time, I KNOW that if I go back now I will never finish. That, and there is some serious upgrading that needs to be had. This, kiddies, is what happens when you spend high school slacking off. Procrastination is deadly. And so are boyfriends who take up all of your energy and thoughts. Not that I am blaming this on boys. I am, however, just saying. Also, being a social butterfly who never wanted to miss out on any social outings was equally as unhelpful.
You know, I sit here, and I blank out. I have no idea what this next year is going to be like. I am going to work, and my life pretty much stands at a sit still there. Gahh. It is so hard to imagine the future. I have no idea what I want to do. And there are so many things I enjoy. But I want to make the right decision. Help, help, help.
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