Tonight I'm making a will, incase I get Swine Flu

Seriously, this Swine Flu is scaring the crap out of me. I'm not saying this to be funny, to make people laugh, or to make light of a bad situation; But if I get it, I will not survive it. It kills the young, old, and the weak. And I am definitely the accurate defenition of the weak. I have one of the worst immune systems I know of. None of my friends, with the exception of Chelsea, or family, have been as sick as I have been. I'm actually frightened that I will get it. Most of you don't understand what it's like to spend months feeling like a zombie. And even after you get better, your body still feels how weak you were. I've never been the same after december - may of last year. Never.

I'm scared.

Graduation = 44 days.

I'm scared out of my mind, because I know things are about to change forever. Who decided that it was after twelve years of schooling that we get dumped out into the real world. I'd like to take a good look at them before they suddenly and without notice were kicked in the teeth. I think I am mentally not ready. I want to go back to school, and at the same time, I KNOW that if I go back now I will never finish. That, and there is some serious upgrading that needs to be had. This, kiddies, is what happens when you spend high school slacking off. Procrastination is deadly. And so are boyfriends who take up all of your energy and thoughts. Not that I am blaming this on boys. I am, however, just saying. Also, being a social butterfly who never wanted to miss out on any social outings was equally as unhelpful.

You know, I sit here, and I blank out. I have no idea what this next year is going to be like. I am going to work, and my life pretty much stands at a sit still there. Gahh. It is so hard to imagine the future. I have no idea what I want to do. And there are so many things I enjoy. But I want to make the right decision. Help, help, help.

Saturday is a lazy excuse for a day, as well as a blog

It's so weird. It feels like we should be in school right now. But it's only saturday, which incidentally, is also the day I have to work with my new boss who called me FAT. Well, not directly. But Kaleigh was there. She witnessed it. I'm not at all excited. Not one bit.

And before I go to work, I'm going to the grandparents to make sure my dress still fits. I'm sooooooo scared it wont. If it doesn't, I'm screwed. Done for.

What movie are we seeing on monday?

This, truly, is the most sad excuse for a blog.

WHAT, WHAT?

SAVE A HORSE, RIDE A COWBOY.

Ah, to be young and.. Jewish?

So today I'm in french class, and Sarah decides that its neccessary to start naming my children with this boyfriend of mine. Apparently, she can read the future, because she's awesome and she's jewish.

Now, I have nothing against jewish people, Sarah dear, but personally I think she's retarded because she's jewish. And I would appreciate NOT assuming that Kj and I are going to have children, thank you.

No, Sarah. I dont care how cute they will be. Shut up.

Idiocy ? Good method to reach tragedy

Can anyone tell me, who on earth, breaks their wrist because they decide it's neccessary to jump over seven individuals that are lined up on the ground?

GAWD TECHNOLOGY SUX.

So, FAIL. The TV and the DVD WILL NOT COOPERATE AND IT'S MAKING ME NOT IMPRESSED.

Breathe in... and breathe out.

In my title, I defs at first had GAWD TECHNICALLY SUX, and Tanya pointed it out and I laughed for like 15 hours before I changed it. I'm havin' a sleepover with the ladies tonight. It will be good.

IF ... *COUGH COUGH* THE TV AND THE DVD PLAYER START WORKING.

Sigh.

Generally my blogs are not so, "HEY LOOK AT ME SPEAK IN CAPITALS." I thought it time I had one. It could, however be just that I am a retard.

Got it covered.

Okay. Figured out how to change it. I'm good. I think...

OOPS HOW DIS WORK?

New with the blog, let's see how this turns out. <3