Attention.

And this, is why I love my boyfriend.


Amy Johnson February 20 at 10:54pm
I guess I already answered your question, lol.

I've been watching stupid romantic chick flicks with my mom tonight, which evidently was a bad idea. I'm sad tonight, because even though I get to talk to you all the time, and I get to see you, I dont get to be with you. And I miss you terribly.

Kj Munroe February 22 at 1:20pm
Awe, babe, that made my heart sink :(I know its hard, and it will be easier at other times, but you just have to know that you have a fantastic guy that will never leave you. I love you too much to even think other-wise. I know im not there with you, and i could probably say something really cheesy to make you feel better, but evidently im not there. I think about you all the time, not a day goes past that i dont think about you. Your my heart and i love you so much. Im so excited to come home and see you, and were just gonna be so strong. Plus, God has made it so much easier with everything.Just hold me close to your heart, and know that im yours because its true. I love you Amy

My Mistake

Oh dear. Not a good thing.

Oh Haaaaayyy... Or Not

Despite the few minor things that are immensly bugging me right now, I am not going to let them bug me any more than they have. I am not. Busy week, can you be over soon, please? This afternoon is the first time I've had time to actually breathe. And that's because I gave up going to the gym. I was too tired. Ennnnnnddd, now. Well, actually, you can end after Friday, 'cause I am looking forward to Thursday and Friday night. I still haven't made my bed. I should do that.

PS, last night was lovely lovely lovely!!!!!


I am so worried about you, please text us soon. And we love you.

Valentines Day.

I think that to an extent, a lot of people have a point when they say today is just a commercial day. I mean, really, if you love someone, you shouldn't need a specific day to pour out your feelings for them. If you feel a fire hot burning need to tell someone how much they mean to you, then you should just do it. It's not about the day. But regardless of that, I had a very lovely Valentines Day. Tonight was great. The four of us girls cooked dinner, and then us, plus Tony and Cody, and Michaela ate it. The food was great. The cake masterpiece that Kaleigh and I made was fabulous. And just in general, it was a good time to just chill with everyone. Parts of it were so so so funny! I love you guys very, very much. There was a moment when the four of us were standing in the kitchen and joking about something, and it was just one of those, "wow" moments. That after all of these years, we were all standing there in Kaleigh's kitchen, and still best friends. It's the coolest thing to me. And I wouldnt trade it for anything. The only part of today that was missing was Kj. But that is okay. I'm not sad about it, because I know there will be plenty of days after he comes home that we will probs be just as mushy as if it was Valentines Day. So that is something I can look forward to. But today definitely made me remember that there is a piece of me missing right now. And that piece is up in Malta. And I can't wait for it to come home. In a few months! Lol. I love you so, so much.

This membership course with Rockyview is going to be so good. Today was part one. I learned so much about the Church itself, and some of the technicalities and history behind it. And I met some really great people that are taking the class with me. I am so excited for it.

It's gonna be a busy week. AND, I need to stop eating junk now. Period! Time to get down to work.

Clothed In Rainbows

Tehillah just keeps getting better and better. Tonight was THE most intense service I have ever been to. I literally had to sit because my knees gave out, and everything just felt like jelly. I was so drunk in the Spirit. I couldn't even hold myself up, and I had to lean on Kaleigh. And then me and Katie just couldn't stop laughing because everything felt so light. LIKE, HOLY. Jesus you are so good. So so so good. The only thing is that I wish that I could share some of these experiences with Kj. BUT, there will still be so many more after he comes, because our walk with God is neverending. Oh my Gosh. And the message was all about love. Which is right up my alley. But it just made my heart literally swell up, more than ever before. And, I really loved spending some time with Kayla and Katie and Kaleigh tonight before Tehillah. Wow, three K's! But it was cool, and so good.

School tomorrow! I am excited! I only have one class this week because of Teachers conventions or whatever, but who cares. I am looking forward to it, and to work, and to life.

What more can I say!?

Kj, I love you so much. Coincidentally, because tonight made my heart open so much for everyone, it just swelled so much for you, too. I keep thinking and remembering so many memories, and I just feel so blessed to have you in my life. I am so blessed to be loved by you, because there is no one that could do it better (obviously other than God).
And that is just a fact that I know.




PS. You have come so far, that sometimes it's hard for my mind to wrap around it. I am so proud of you, and I hope you know that if you have questions or don't understand something, all you have to do is ask. Dont be afraid to open this part of yourself up to me. Press in. It excites me more than I could possibly put into words, and I love you so much.

You Hold Me Now

Oh my gosh. Words cannot describe how good Tehillah was this week.

Well?

1. I LOVE the song "You and Me" by Dave Matthews Band. It is so good.
2. My first class is on Tuesday. That, I am pretty excited for.
3. I need to go to Tehillah. God, I need you right now.
4. I forget how much I miss you until there is glimpse. I hope you come back into my life. I'd like you in it.
5. Maybe I was wrong about this.
6. I am sorry.
7. I miss you. Every day.
8. I don't think Taylor Swift should have won Album of the Year. I just don't.
9. Make. A. Decision. Amy.
10. I also love Three Days Grace, and that beautiful song, with Adam's beautiful voice.

Let It Rain

• Ah. Tehillah was wonderful tonight. I can't believe I went so long without going. I guess I wasn't in the right place with God before. But it just feels so good to be able to be myself and not have people judge me or wonder what the heck I'm doing. The Spirit was just so thick, I was getting shivers up my whole body. And Clay just really spoke out to me with his message. He was so passionate, as were his words. Life. So so so good. I am yours, God.
• Caramels are fabulous.
• I am watching The Devil Wears Prada for the third time since I bought it on Saturday. Fricking fantastic.
• Last night was lovely.
• I can't believe it's already almost tuesday. This week is going to go by fast, I think.
• I miss you. But it's not that familiar, "Oh I havent see you in two weeks, i miss you" feeling that is the usual. It's a legit, pit of the stomach feeling. I miss you. But I love what you are doing, and I am so glad you are there and serving the Lord. Love you, babe.

Sigh.

Okay. Today = not good. Please be over now.
Think im gonna have a good cry and then just get some sleep. Oohfta.

PS. No.

Run Along, Cold. I Don't Need You.

Okay, so no wonder I was having an off day yesterday. My body must have known I was just about to get sick. This cold needs to gtfo asap. I don't need you!

Tonight I got to see Chels one last time before she goes back to Bolivar, and it was really nice. I don't think we got to spend any time together to just talk while she has been on this winter break, which makes me a little sad. But better late then never, I guess. I think she is the first person I have ever been able to openly talk about that possibility with. She is also the first person to openly say how she felt about it, and it made me extremely grateful. That is the first time I got to actually want that, and feel that it was a good chance. And it made me so excited. I know that part of me has to remember that there is just as much of a chance of it not happening as there is. But thank you for what you said. It means more to me then you know. I love you, and I will miss you while you're gone! But time will fly, just like the first semester.

I'm defs excited for my date with Breanna tomorrow. We are going to get some cheescake, spend some time in Chapters, and then see a movie. I hope I am feeling better. That would be lovely!

PS. Note to self: I think it's finally time for a new job. Ugggghh!